relationships among people are the most complicated stuffs I've ever met. it's very hard and rare to achieve relationship of 2 persons which is mutually equal. Unevenness always occurs but i think it's fair. One would probably possess 2 kinds of people around - people whom he's willing to give more even he receives less from them, and people whom he's unwilling to give even a small amount but he's able to get much more from them, physically and mentally. I would always hope to get much from people whom I'm willing to give much but it can hardly satisfy me for most of the time. I would happily admit that this's not a good thing especially when I'm learning to be more independent. A little conclusion to me is that I should start realizing the downside of needing people to be with me when I need emotional support, and after then I should learn to handle any kind of emotional problem by my own without any help from others so that the chances to be disappointed can be reduced. LOL
I'm learning hard to live better, lesson by lesson. :) HARU HARU
When stress's going to conquer you, the things that can cheer you up are getting more and more difficult to be came across.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Friday, April 6, 2012
ways of leading life
It's good to have friends who travel much or are just back from long holidays if you didn't have the chance to enjoy the same thing. I've heard and gotten much information from them when they shared their stories with me and somehow I could fully feel the amazingness too (like I've been to the places too).
It isn't extremely disappointing or really bad thing for me for not getting any chance for exchange during my 4-year uni life. As through my trip from Shanghai I fully understand that I'm seriously not prepared yet. I'm the kind who need extremely much preparation, mentally and physically, in everything. Like maybe 2 or 3 years ago I would never think of going travelling, because of some stupid reasons - I hate the bad feeling after long trips when I have to pull myself out from the awesomeness during the trips and back to reality. This kind of feeling can simply kill me. I didn't know that how much can a person gain from a trip, even a short one. I would just think that trips are only for relaxing purpose. :/
Come to uni, getting more and more friends around me started thinking and talking about going somewhere to backpack, or going for student exchange etc. Friends were applying for exchange - going Hong Konng, Taiwan, China, Europe etcetc and I did the same too. I wasn't sad for not getting it ( I applied for Hong Kong programme). I just simply do not know what I can earn from these.
Friends coming back from long exchange programme, life's target's changed. I think this is the biggest change / earning that I can see from them. One's world would become wider when he's seen the real big world. And I understand something - one who do not have good level of character quality would not know how to truly appreciate and understand every single thing that come into during the travelling, and they would not know the real way of travelling.
I went to Shanghai. I enjoyed much but I admit that I'm still lack of something to accept and treasure things that Shanghai's able to give me. Yet I know somehow it did make me a little bit stronger for the coming years and I DO LOVE TRAVELLING! <3 However, I've yet to have sufficiently good level of character quality to go for any long trip, yea the long kind, and to make the trip worthy. When I'm prepared I would definitely go for it as I know the thing's gonna change my entire life.
Oops, I must be tougher too :)
Can't wait saying hello to Taiwan <3 Sisters. Hope it's sure kays sisters.
It isn't extremely disappointing or really bad thing for me for not getting any chance for exchange during my 4-year uni life. As through my trip from Shanghai I fully understand that I'm seriously not prepared yet. I'm the kind who need extremely much preparation, mentally and physically, in everything. Like maybe 2 or 3 years ago I would never think of going travelling, because of some stupid reasons - I hate the bad feeling after long trips when I have to pull myself out from the awesomeness during the trips and back to reality. This kind of feeling can simply kill me. I didn't know that how much can a person gain from a trip, even a short one. I would just think that trips are only for relaxing purpose. :/
Come to uni, getting more and more friends around me started thinking and talking about going somewhere to backpack, or going for student exchange etc. Friends were applying for exchange - going Hong Konng, Taiwan, China, Europe etcetc and I did the same too. I wasn't sad for not getting it ( I applied for Hong Kong programme). I just simply do not know what I can earn from these.
Friends coming back from long exchange programme, life's target's changed. I think this is the biggest change / earning that I can see from them. One's world would become wider when he's seen the real big world. And I understand something - one who do not have good level of character quality would not know how to truly appreciate and understand every single thing that come into during the travelling, and they would not know the real way of travelling.
I went to Shanghai. I enjoyed much but I admit that I'm still lack of something to accept and treasure things that Shanghai's able to give me. Yet I know somehow it did make me a little bit stronger for the coming years and I DO LOVE TRAVELLING! <3 However, I've yet to have sufficiently good level of character quality to go for any long trip, yea the long kind, and to make the trip worthy. When I'm prepared I would definitely go for it as I know the thing's gonna change my entire life.
Oops, I must be tougher too :)
Can't wait saying hello to Taiwan <3 Sisters. Hope it's sure kays sisters.
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